2005-11-18 - -
2004-09-13 - i'm an asshole.
2004-08-21 - relationships.
2004-08-14 - just fuck it. fuck it fuck it fuck it.
2004-08-13 - sibling rivalry.
2004-07-12 - a message to the opposite sex:
2004-07-02 - "i believe that my life's gonna see the love i give returned to me."
2004-06-22 - what is meant to be vs. what common sense would dictate vs. my own feelings, which are...?
2004-06-13 - strength.
2004-06-10 - she knows...
2004-05-28 - easier said than done, maybe.
2004-05-28 - dammit.
2004-05-24 - troubles with the opposite sex.
2004-05-22 - maybe it's just not meant to be.
2004-05-10 - oh yeah, and...
2004-05-10 - he should be dumping her, not the other way around.
2004-05-06 - the end.
2004-05-03 - golden week so far.
2004-04-27 - my life, my future.
2004-04-23 - and the world continues to be a positive place...
2004-04-22 - recovery.
2004-04-17 - i'm not going to be bothered.
2004-04-16 - don't ask me, i don't know.
2004-04-14 - i just want to be happy for a little while...
2004-04-13 - misperceptions.
2004-04-13 - faith and fear.
2004-04-10 - almost perfect.
2004-04-08 - mysticality and zer.
2004-04-07 - holy fucking shit.
2004-04-06 - where my life is headed.
2004-04-06 - reflecting on life at 3:00 in the morning.
2004-04-05 - the weekend.
2004-04-01 - men are from mars, women are from venus.
2004-03-20 - thinking.
2004-03-19 - ...for me.
2004-03-15 - feeling whimsical this morning.
2004-03-15 - a message to me, which i will leave here for the times when i just need to be reminded to...
2004-03-15 - confused.
2004-03-05 - apparently, i'm a "girly" girl...
2004-02-29 - bouncing back.
2004-02-29 - kenta, again.
2004-02-19 - kenta.
2004-02-03 - notes.
2004-02-01 - fear of failure.
2004-01-30 - time and willpower.
2003-12-18 - basically, it's because i can't be bothered.
2003-12-12 - "i miss you."
2003-11-28 - a really, really good day.
2003-11-28 - thanksgiving.
2003-11-26 - moving back home.
2003-11-20 - exhausted.
2003-11-17 - a girl i knew in high school.
2003-11-15 - the dream from last night.
2003-11-15 - feeling better.
2003-11-13 - maybe i'm telling myself, too.
2003-11-11 - being needed.
2003-11-11 - the long-postponed doctor's visit.
2003-11-10 - images.
2003-11-07 - no school today! surprise!
2003-11-04 - surviving myself.
2003-11-03 - talking with zer.
2003-10-30 - no more phone calls!
2003-10-27 - getting sick.
2003-10-23 - why be afraid?
2003-10-21 - voices!
2003-10-18 - obsessing again.
2003-10-16 - this morning has been good so far because...
2003-10-14 - solace.
2003-10-08 - response.
2003-10-02 - i just feel tired.
2003-09-21 - overanalysis.
2003-09-19 - turmoil.
2003-09-18 - trust, faith, promises.
2003-09-16 - my solitary weekend.
2003-09-08 - a forgotten feeling.
2003-09-08 - today.
2003-09-05 - meeting up with old students again.
2003-09-01 - your friendly neighborhood english-speaking automated learning device... uh... i mean, me.
2003-08-31 - my weekend of inspiration.
2003-08-29 - angry, angry, angry.
2003-08-29 - words without meaning.
2003-08-17 - what it's like when somebody knows you.
2003-08-11 - the things we do sometimes.
2001-08-06 - three short weeks in sapporo.
2000-08-03 - doubts and resolutions.
2003-07-29 - i made myself laugh today!
2003-07-28 - conclusion.
2003-07-24 - something i just re-realized.
2003-07-24 - self-reliant and independent, that's me.
2003-03-19 - so i'm in a bad place right now.
2003-03-13 - some things to keep in mind.
2003-03-01 - date?
2003-02-26 - an old e-mail i sent to a friend.
2003-02-16 - how much longer will we have what we've got?
2003-01-15 - shit revisited.
2002-06-02 - feeling unhappy again... are you surprised?
2002-01-14 - tired of the bullshit.
2001-12-11 - wondering what's up with richard.
2001-12-05 - the dream, redux.
2001-11-28 - more not-so-happy thoughts.
2001-10-12 - birthday thoughts.
2001-08-31 - my dream.
2001-08-01 - out with friends.
2001-07-21 - life at home.